Today has been one of those days where I feel totally accomplished, sexy, smart and together... Right?!! At least that's how I think a women should feel everyday. Well I got a major french project done. J'ai fait un bonne travil!! I spend countless hours on school work, at work, cooking, cleaning and taking care of business. I never get time to just enjoy. I suppose that will come later maybe after grad school and serving. I took time out to day dream in one of my classes today. I found myself thinking about traveling to all my dream places. At the top of the list is Egypt, India and France. Oh no worry if I have a child or two they'll come along. I can totally see me on the back of a camel dressed fresh in gold and white linen while my baby who is hung low near my chest protected from the dessert sun. Or even eating dinner at the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris with my 5 inch heels, a fresh summer skirt and lace chemuiser top dinning on champagne and chocolate covered strawberries with my baby in the stroller and pouring my husband a glass! Ohh but those trips will just be taken when I'm done with my philanthropy work in 3rd world country's orphanage's. A far stretch you say, ha ha you must not know me!!
Fantasy
Whoosh, flying in from a hard night. I caught 18 rapist, 6 murders, 20 drug dealers, ended the world of poverty and took away all sadness!! Ugh , I don't even want to think about what tomorrow will bring. I look out the window and I am amazed. Now the citizens can sleep in peace. But what about me, why should I carry all these things on my heart, why do I feel like I have to do this every night. I just can't understand why I always do this to myself. Now I am tired beyond belief and there is still work to do. As I kick off my shoes, take off my stockings and this extremely barely there outfit I feel alone. Oh you ask about the outfit, not only do I have to do good but I have to be a maintain this image of a unrealistic fantasy, only unrealistic if you are not me!! Now I'm lying in bed , it's just me. The real me, no frills, high heels and or capes. Just my aching head, my tired eyes, and wanting heart! Who saves is there to save the hero after she saves the world??
Reality
To all those women being superwomen, from one women to another it's appreciated. But do realise we can't do it all that's why we have God. Don't give up to much of yourself. At times our hearts can get in the way of reality but rest assure God gives us all a job and where you leave off there is always an appointed finisher!! Always stay within His will!! Rest up there is more people to save tomorrow!!
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